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From 3pm yesterday, I stopped talking.

I rejected all calls transfered to my line and all I did was to think about the Graduation Ceremony.

Certificates, transcripts, things needed by studio and hotel, hotel reservation for the singer, food, helpers, scripts, running order, reminders to graduates, seating plan, programme booklet etc.

I just continue working and typing whatever that comes to my mind.

In the end, my tuition was cancelled. You called and said you will dabao dinner for me.

When I reached home at 11pm, all I found was that my dinner was thrown away. And the first thing you said when i opened the door, was nothing but crude and sacarstic words.

My office is not in Ang Mo Kio and you have jolly well known it already. Journey from home to office takes 1 hour. I have been telling you that for a dozen times, but why can't it seem to get into you?

I came back late because I was doing work. It's not that i didn't call to inform. I called to tell you Im working overtime and would be home late.

You bought dinner and I promised to go home to eat. And I didn't touch any food since lunch. But you just safely assume that I came home late and would settle my own dinner. And scolded me for not informing you that I won't be coming home for dinner.

Who the hell tells you that I won't be coming home for dinner? I called and said, Im working late, please save dinner for me.

In the end, you just scolded me for wasting your money and not telling you.

But do you know how tired and hungry I was? I worked whole night, not eating anything at all and before you gave me the chance to say anything, you safely assume everything.

You assume that the office is 1 meter away and I would reach home in 5 mins. I waited for the cab for 15 mins.
You assume that I came home so late and would already have my dinner when I told you to please save dinner for me.
You assume that I have forgotten to tell you I don't want dinner and scolded me for wasting your money.

You just scream at your top of your voice every morning to wake me up, thinking that I was lazing in bed and ignorant of you. But it's just that sometimes I really didn't hear it when I was in deep sleep.

You scolded me always when I buy food home for the family.

You simply just know how to make crude remarks to make me feel terrible.
I have never breathed a single word when you scolded me, and yet you felt i was defiant.

Yes, i don't like it but i swallowed it.

What have I done wrong?

AT LEAST, you see me shagged and hungry look, i would appreciate if you save those ugly words for another day and not shoot me off like I have just went clubbing.
In the end, what is achieved?
You get angry before you sleep and me standing there like an idiot.

I was just trying to complete my last job before leaving. You know that this job demands so much from me and I just want the event to run smoothly. I only have two hands and a brain. You think getting an assistant to help would ease the job? In the end, I have to do everything myself.

Can I just screw it up and go?
Of course.

And I will screw up my name too.

Why can't you be a little more understanding?

FUCK LAH, I GOT ONE HUNDRED AND ONE THINGS TO DO!

SOMEBODY HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

I THINK I HAVE TO WORK LATE TODAY AND COME BACK DURING THE WEEKENDS TO COMPLETE.

:(

coming, coming, coming!

Tomorrow is Friday.

And next Monday is my LAST DAY of work.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR THAT DAY TO COME!

I had enough of those nonsense.

自闭症的学生不容易教

自闭症的学生本来就不容易教，
更何况他已经 secondary five　了。

下个礼拜就 O Levels 了，
可是他还是那么粗心！
我不想他用自闭给自己找借口。

我要有耐心！
要温柔对待，
不可以大声骂他，
不然他又要哭了！

我开始着急咯！！

Can't wait...

喉咙还是沙沙的，感冒一直反复无常，
炎热的天气让我一直处在昏昏沉沉的状态。

我希望能快点痊愈，
更希望能快点逃离那份可怕的工作。
一想到明天又要去打仗，就让我充满反感。

本来现在的我应该舒服地躺在沙发看电视，
我不知道自己是哪根筋不对，
居然答应搞完活动才离开。

简直是疯了！
神啊，救救我吧！

不过辞职后的我，已经想好一些自己想做的东西啦！

1. 当然会比较积极地找工作，只找自己喜欢的。你问我要什么样的工作？我自己也说不上来。最好是好玩的，不要整天待在办公室打杂。如果有flexible timing，那就更爽啦！

2. Meet up with EVELYN KOH AI PING! (Yes, you!) Work has been too busy and I haven't seen you for months... I MISS YOU!

3. 去游泳。有人说要教我游泳。

4. 学车。当然是先考Basic Theory先啦。等找到下一份工作后就可以开始学车。

5. Visit Chris 还有那两个宝贝。很久没尝她的菜肴了哦！

6. 把自己的脸照顾好。现在看到那张脸就 gek sim。不过我保证，在圣诞节之前，我一定让自己有flawless skin!

7. 去师姐介绍的 Golddust 做 Brazilian waxing

8. 学吉他

9. 和家人一起出去吃饭。好像很久没这么做了。

还有一些零零碎碎的东西，现在想不起来。暂时先这样吧！


这是那天到Spruce吃的晚餐。基本上，90%的鱼都是我吃光的，包括鱼头和鱼尾。我简直就是一只大肥猫。
对方看着我面无表情地一口一口把鱼肉吞进肚子里，好像吓呆了。不过也没关系啦，在他面前不用保持形象。

其实我自己看到我吃鱼的“成就”，我自己也觉得不可思议。哈哈

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我要去睡觉了！

Jie Ying's & Lishan's Birthday Celebration 2009

Dinner was at Romanto Ristorante at Jalan Leban, which is near all of us. Lishan was the earliest, cus she took cab here. DUH!

The two october babies :)

US

Jie Ying and her takashimaya vouchers...

Lishan and her makeup products...

We are twenty.three.years.old.

It was a simple yet enjoyable dinner. Apparently, Michelle, Jie Ying and I QUIT! Whoo! May we find our new job soon!

Then took a cab with Lishan to The White Bar at Boat Quay to join Xiaoling and her colleagues for some drinks and games.

Okay im done with the photos. Time to take a nap before waking up to do up the food review. The medicine is making me damn sleepy.

Andreas's BBQ Birthday 2009

Attended Xiao Mei's 22nd BBQ Birthday Celebration at Pasir Ris Park last Friday. It was a small gathering for the guides. Thanks Xiao Mei for the invitation :)

Look at this year's guides cookies. Aiyoh, why the packaging so ugly! :(

Maurice fanning the fire...(not forgetting to pose as well)

Our wishes for Xiao Mei...Okie, obviously I wrote too big! (the top right corner is mine).

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Zhen Long and Maurice acting gay-ish

Taking photos with the trolley...

Lotsa food yea... We are a bunch of hungry people.

Xiao mei and her kopi cake from bengawan solo...

I have no idea why she puts empowered.

Girl Guides UNITE :)

Finally got chance to take a photo with birthday girl!

She is devastated, because they wanted to throw cake at her.

But still, mission completed :) Look at her kopi face :p

Happy Birthday Xiaomei, may you find ur true love soon :D

When I have NOTHIING better to do...

Okay fine, I gave in. I thought it would get better, but somehow it got worse.

So it's time to visit the doctor!

And since I really have nothing better to do (while I was waiting for my student to come my house for tuition. Can u believe it! Sick liao still tuition. Exams are coming and my student's parents actually said they don't mind coming when I told them Im sick -_-), let me show u what i have got:

For running nose (which is making me sibei drowsy now)

For phlegm

For headache and fever

Antibiotics

Losenges to suck

Cough medicine

So many medicine, my ah gong got confused which to let me eat anot. Even I see liao also blur. haha.

And the thing is, IT COSTS FREAKING $80 can! Usually when i go there and see doctor, it's less than $30 lah! This time my doctor gives all strong and expensive medicine. Oh my goodness!

And a 2-days MC. How am i suppose to take MC when I have so much work. Maybe I will go back tomorrow morning to get some stuffs settled first.

很郁闷...我不想生病, 我很讨厌生病!!!
现在整个身体很弱, 很辛苦...
连平常最喜欢吃的食物现在放入嘴里根本没有味道

看来我真的累坏了，
我讨厌镜子里那个病弱的自己。

On a totally random note, happy birthday jie ying! :)

SICK. SHIT.

It started from yesterday afternoon. The weather is hot and I have to rush to meet a sales executive from the hotel and a sales manager from the studio to discuss the details of the school's convocation.

There were actually so much things to be done for a simple convocation which is driving me mad. I really think I am crazy to stay for one more week to finish the convocation when yesterday was supposed to be my last day.

No time to grumble over that now because I just have to get this event done. No matter what.

The throat was killing me, despite how many bottlesss of water I drank.

Then my nose started to run away at night. Which leaves me not sleeping well at all.

I thought all these would end today.
But it got worse.

Great.

My head was spinning and I thought there was earthQuake again
How dumb, when there was earthQuake, people thought they were giddy, and now it was another way round. -_-

My throat becomes sore and Im coughing like nobody's business.
(But i think my voice sounds better. haha)

Then the nose continues to run...

And I didn't finish my favourite duck rice!

WAKAO, 姑奶奶真的生病了！~
This is a seriously wrong timing to get sick.

All plans have been cancelled, except for Lishan's and Jie Ying's birthday celebration tonight...

I MUST GET WELL,
I cannot get sick.

Last week...

So it was last week.

One of the days, I went tasting with Brad at Grand Mercure Roxy Hotel. I felt so glad that my office is just a few stops away from the hotel.

It was a wine pairing with chinese cuisine session. And for each dish that we tried, there was a glass of red or white wine to go along with it. In total, I think we tasted 5 types of wine but all red wine tasted exactly the same to me. -_-

We were very full, but continue walking to down to streets for desserts at Everything with Fries.

Which reminds me that I have not finish writing reviews for the Pasta restaurant. shit.

On another day, I went to celebrate Xiaoling's birthday at Holland Village. It was xiaolongbao buffet cum steamboat dinner at Crystal Jade. Then, we headed to Starbucks for some lame games till midnight.

On the next day, Fungie and I went ION for some shopping. It's my first time shopping in ION, it's so big that Fungie has divided our shopping trip into PART ONE and PART TWO (after our keyboard lessons).

Dinner was some Hokkaido Ramen which pretty good and there was a long Q...

While waiting...

Pumpkin! Yummys~

Then continue with ION Shopping PART TWO. But basically we only walk outside all the branded shops...

Then we decided to go out and take some photos...

I like LV and Dior...

She likes LV and Prada...

Bought a pair of Havaianas flip flops and alot of food!

Yups, that's my last week :)