我难过，是因为你

有种压抑的情感，说不出来。

我从来就不是一个善于表达/沟通的人，也不会了解对方到底在想什么。最基本的沟通，最简单的人际关系，还需要朋友拔刀相助，真的有够悲！

无微不至的关怀，要一起建造的未来等。。。曾经抱着许多的梦想与承诺，忽然间好像完全消失了。
是我想太多了？还是是我不够好？

sheng ri kuai le

Happy 21st birthday sis! Stay pretty and cheerful :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR, PULL YOUR EAR!

CUM'ON TIGERS, LET'S ROOOOOARRRRR!~~

Happy Chinese New Year to all of you. Hope your CNY has been a good one. This CNY has been a rather tiring affair for me. Perhaps I was sleeping very late every night, hence leading to dull skin and dark eye circles.

But anyway, the usual visiting and feasting begins from the eve eve of CNY:

Mypaper had a company lunch at Orchard Hotel Hua Ting. Arranged by my boss, it was of course a big feast at a special price! Our team filled two tables and there was deer meat in goose liver sauce, sharks fins in crab roe soup etc, and the usual lo hei session.

CNY EVE
Then come CNY eve where it will always be reunion lunch with the paternal family, and reunion dinner with the maternal family.

Wonder why, but this year, both sides has not enough rice for all! -.- is there a shortage of rice or we have just been eating too much? So my rice for lunch and dinner is only one scoop with lotsa dishes.

Lunch: curry chicken, hainanese chap chai, chicken, 1 fried fish (to share among 10 youngsters), one fried egg (they realise there were not enough food also, so the aunties last minute fried an egg! GG)

Took a OW family photo before Da Gu Ma leaves for China for holiday the next day.


So dinner: BIG fish, prawns (and lotsa it in two dishes), sea cucumber, prawn rolls, chicken, duck, etc. Alot. Alot. Alot.

And after dinner we got to prepare to welcome the God of Fortune!
My wall, decorated with tiger bear, hello kitty and winne the pooh! HOHOHO!~

Nice right, whalou eh, do u know it's damn hard to cut out the "Chun" word? It took me 15 mins just to cut one and i gave up. HAHA. I cut one, go down meet Ephraim, come back and they are done! Good job! :p

The nian gao. HUAT AH!

The banana also so nice!~

The mandarin oranges....

The nuts...the black one, the green one, the cashew one...u name it, we have it.

And all these dried stuffs, for praying...

Last but not least, tadeh! pineapple tarts from Ephraim! I told him to buy me pineapple tarts and he really went to source for it! How sweet, it's made by his mummy's friend! Flaky and yummy!~

So the praying and watching tv ended at 1AM.

CNY DAY 1
Basically my CNY has alot of rest time. I oke up at 10am, makaned, talked to my cousins and aunties who visited us as I waited for Daddy and Mummy to come and pick me.

Go where?
Si Ma Lu for prayers and see people squeeze people.

Then come back, took a 2 hours nap and get ready for the gathering of paternal family at San Gu Ma's place aka An's house. This has to be the one and only reason why I need to buy pretty CNY clothes. Just for this occasion. Without this annual affair, my CNY is boring. So the "adults"...

Cousin Ruo Yuan had this very tootie specs and all of us were "forced" to take a picture with it. So that's tingting....

Me!

Jovin!

Ruo Yuan (owner of the toot specs) plus tingting and me! San Duo Hua!~ *pukes* haha

Maxine!

Tingting & her mummy

Ken

An trying to snap his doggie Hazel

Big Uncle

They are watching... er? Some zhou xing chi show...

The MJ people...

The pig

The Ban Luk people. Ok, im belong here too!

I don't know why my Dad looks weird here

We are too bored, so we took photo of the TV

An with Doggie Hazel

San Gu Ma, An's mummy is pretty isnt it?

Us!

He is drinking water

My Mum

Don't be deceive by her. Tingting is actually very scared... LOL

I like this picture :) Well taken by me, though Im really scared of dogs.

See how far I sit and how timid i am

The familar staircase

That we used to run around when we were young

Tingting bought bird nests for me and ah yi to thank us for going down to support her in the campus reporter competition. bird nest! slurps, thanku sis! :D

Went home at 10pm. Ah yi and i stayed up till 2AM to watch 200 pounds beauty.

CNY DAY 2
Basically it starts off with more visiting with the maternal family. Then came back home by 3pm and took my beauty nap again before heading to River AngBao with the family.

It's held in Floating Platform. There wasn't much this year, abit disappointed. :(

I bought a durian nian gao from peony jade at keppel club so after the river ang bao, anyi accompanied me there to take the nian gao. and omfg, keppel club is damn ulu and dark adn quiet, we reached there around 930pm and it was so scary...

After collection, went home to catch CJ7 till 130am.

CNY DAY 3
Having holiday at cny day 3 is a plus point cuz usually all of us has to start work on day 2. So fungie and i went marina barrage and river ang bao to take photos!~

*Maureen Ow likes this*

Then to river ang bao!~ by this time, im already SUN BURN! MY SHOULDERS ARE RED! :(

Yup that's my CNY. I have been trying to upload to FB but failed. Perhaps the whole world is uploading their CNY pics and fb has become so laggy.

Then met wen hao *ahem* with fungie for dinner. This cousin of mine still treat us to $90++ sizzler and sent us home! *ahem* fungie, *cough* can consider! LOL

Tiger year, gosh 24 years old. it arrives to fast. it just seems like yesterday that i celebrated my 21st birthday.

Anyway, back to work. JIA YOU JIA YOU! Waiting for the next long holiday to arrive...er.... when....?

HAPPY CNY, HUAT AH!