ok, one more time....

不用怀疑，就是本人。再度在报纸上成为“红人”。如果你们要我的签名，请尽早排队。说不定以后会值几百万。

那些心脏负荷不了的人，建议你还是不要看，我怕吓死你！

TODAY's MyPaper

Yes Yes, it's me. And this is only appetizer, there's a bigger one on the way. HAHA!

Some perks that I have...

Besides the eating and eating part, there's also slimming beauty sessions. Of course, not forgetting the goodies that is always delivered to our office. Examples:

1. Hamper!

2. Meeting Phyllis Quek. She is damn chio!

3. Go for hair colouring trial!

4. Meet Guo Mei Mei to make korean sushi together!

5. Getting the limited edition world cup slippers. Will be out in the store by 1 May!

6. Going for food photography class by the handsome photographer Willy Foo!

7. Attending beauty and fashion workshop and knowing the trends of 2010

8. And today, getting Loreal & Clarins cosmetics products! :D

Will be going for a slimming / workout trial tomorrow. And a beauty article to be completed latest tomorrow morning. Looks like Im going to work late tonight.

爱，不是用物质来衡量。

从小，爸妈的中心点就不在我身上。

从幼稚园学习ABC、到进小学、到中学的O Levels、到高中、一直到大学，每天照顾着我，陪我读到深夜的永远是阿姨。在学校跌倒、半夜拉肚子、发烧，把我照顾的无微不至的永远是公公。

至于爸爸妈妈，他们是我的人生的旁观者。唯一参与的，就是考到好成绩，出风头的那一刻。

可是，背后的熬夜、背后的辛苦、劳累的眼泪，他们从没见过。他们看的，只有表面的风光。就连工作也一样，总是带着责问的语气问我为什么要离开没有前途的MEDIACORP，因为在现实爸爸的眼中，那里可以把我成为明日之星。

每天的琐琐碎碎，如：装水壶、洗衣服、检查钱包有没有钱吃饭、把我全部的文章当宝一样收藏、晚上从巴士站带我回家、切碎过给我吃、早起为我煮面当早餐等等等，这一切的点点滴滴都是阿姨和公公在为我效劳。

对于爸爸妈妈，除了一直“努力”出钱为我还学费以外，我的印象中已经没有什么值得我感恩了。

去年开始，妈妈生病了。辞了职，在家休养。从她身上，听到的只有哪个医生说她病情严重、哪个医生又为她打针、看到的只有越来越消瘦的躯体，还有一直发出的悲观能量。

谁看到这一幕，都应该会感到心疼。可是，我承受的，除了金钱上的负担，更是心灵上的压力。

24年来从不关心我人生的父母，忽然无时无刻都在追问我的行踪。爸爸也一直在我身上施加压力，除了一直追问我工作赚几分钱、提醒我要还欠他的学费、也一直在奇怪的时候传一些看似严重的简讯。

这几天，我的FACEBOOK也受到了轰炸。叔叔每天不停地发PRIVATE MESSAGE说我不关心、要我回家“伺候”父母、要报答欠下父母的债等等。--〉爸爸跟叔叔诉苦我的不孝。

相信过几天，我应该也会收到姑妈们的简讯，说出一样的话。

我简直快承受不了这种压力了。可能对很多人来说，我很不孝。在这种时刻还那么不关心，还不抛下工作和娱乐去照顾身边的人，还不赶快搬回家孝顺父母等。

I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE.

我很叛逆，从小开始，我就是很叛逆。你对我好，我会加倍对你更好。可是我从出生到现在，亲子关系对我来说根本不存在。“父母”也是一种STATUS，NOT RELATIONSHIP。我愿意花我的时间陪公公吃饭，我愿意把我的所有与阿姨分享，我愿意每次买好吃的给叔叔阿姨，可是请你们不要再咄咄逼人了。

爸爸让全世界认为我是一个不孝的女儿，LET IT BE。

我只能做的，就是那么一点点。妈妈总是说出那些对人生消沉的话，起初让我感到心酸，可是现在已经无形中让我觉得很压力，这些种种已经让我喘不过气了。

对于那些不知内情的亲戚，却一直要插上一脚来批评我，我已经受够了。

我已经说过了，我很叛逆。这些小动作只会带来更多反弹的效果。

SO PLEASE, SPARE ME.

Secretary Week

Check out today's MyPaper for a list of Secretary Week's restaurants' dining promotions!

Zhanke's Birthday

It has been a long time since I last attend a BBQ Birthday. I think as we grew older, these events grew lesser. I actually thought of organising a BBQ Birthday this year. I didn't have any chance to organize one when I was younger and I thought if I don't do it this year, I probably wont't do it as I get older.

But for some reason, the plan was cancelled :(

So anyway, I attended Zhanke's Birthday BBQ at Coasta Sands last Friday. Bought him a GoldLion belt cum wallet, he better make sure he uses it. I didn't bring my camera because I don't want to be the photographer for the day! HAHA

This is the expensive 4kg chocolate cake in Suntec City. The one ah yi highly recommended.

He was abit drunk after the drinking the Japanese Wine that Sherman bought. But he was still able to carry his small little cousins...

And of course, birthday boy must be sabo-ed! Old trick for me, but I just love smashing people's head into the cake. Somemore it's a BLACK CAKE! hoho!!

The grown up and the kid -.-

Happy Birthday!

CUT CUT CUT

It's not surprising that I cut my hair. If you have heard me, this colour doesn't match with my previous look and I have been whining about it for the past two weeks.

So i buay tahan, go and cut it shorter and shorter. I want the bob back but my sides are too short, bobian lor, stay with this first.

Nice right? That's because my stylist wax it. Today I did nothing to it. I just look like an apple. =.=

Bintan

We were excited about the Bintan Trip but weather seems not coorperative. Reached hotel at evening and we had a yummy seafood dinner by the beach.

Taken using iphone, i love the lomo effect! :D



Bintan Lagoon!

Second day started sunny and we had a yummy breakfast by the windows.





Then went for this half day Kumpung Tour

And we had to cross this wooden log bridge. Lishan walked pass successfully but when it's my turn, one of the log crack and we had to walk with two logs instead. OMG, am i that heavy?

So the rest had to use another bridge to cross, sorry! :(

Bintan mountain, with paddy fields! (Note: not grass!)

Inside the hut, is a group of women and two kids. This little girl is so cute!

Then it started to drizzle on our way to massage. So when we reach the hotel, all outdoor activites stopped and we can only go t-shirt painting -.- Please do not think that painting the mickey black is a easy task.

And we went back shower and take emo pics...

Then steamboat dinner to end our unfulfilling trip.

Total spent was woohoo!

And i bought a FAKE versace bag! damn chio, i like!

The end of the trip.

Didnt manage to catch sunset because of the heavy rain, so i have to use iphone to own create the sunset to make myself happy :(

And i fell sick on the second night. win!

Thats the end of our bintan trip, no sun, no sand, no surf! :(

Universal Studio

Hello world, for those who have seen my Facebook should know that I went Universal Studio last Tuesday. I skipped my Art Therapy lesson for this, Im sorry but hey, RJ has tickets to Universal Studio at $20 per tix. Tell me, who don't want to go? It will be dumb to throw it away right! hahaa

Basically RJ's mummy is a Singtel worker and they have specially opened it for all singtel workers from 7pm to 11pm. I think got balloting la..nevermind about the details, universal studio here i come!

So here I am, at the entrance of casino. I thought I will be late, in the end we were early!

Of course we didn't went in because we have to friggin pay $100! CRAZY! Wonder if they have any media invitation to go in! haha

i-weekly says, the structure of the indoor and the elephant has some fengshui purpose, which is out to win all the gambler's money!

RJ and family, finally arrived! :D

RJ and me! :D

Ah yi and Me! :D

Entry pass! So excited can! There's also $10 food pic per person and we settled our dinner at some not very nice hamburger fast food restaurant, because we didn't know there's a food court. But nevermind, food is not a priority!

And we enter the universal studio... Whatever u see below are the things and places inside Universal Studio. Let the pictures do the talking!

After shopping, we decided to go home because my heels were killing me and Im very tired! haha. When i went HK disneyland, i get crazy in their shops, buying every single little souvenirs available. And of course, when i came here, i get crazy at their things too! But Ah Yi is with me! so in the end, i only bought a shirt with the word "Actress"! whee!~

10pm, we left the place. Proud to be a singaporean. despite being a tiny red dot, we can build such a magnificent attraction.

I will come back again, for sure. But this time it's gona be in the day. They are only opened till 6pm for now, so not alot of chance to catch it in the night.

So not Singapore, i like :)