Greetings from KMS - 4.15AM

It's 4.15am, 28 April 2010. I reached KMS at 11pm plus, after my birthday celebration with Chris, Ah Zhi, Evelyn & the 2 devils. 

I have been queuing since 12am and now I'm only about to begin my 3 steps 1 bow journey. It's gonna take another 2.5 hrs. 

By the time I end, it should be 7am. I hope I have the strength to complete it. Omg, camp in Guang Ming Shan for the whole night. It's so crowded here. Sleepless! 

I'm gonna recuperate later. Probably a Macdonalds Breakfast first. :)

EDIT: started walking and kneeling and bowing at 4.30am. Completed everything at 6am sharp. We were super fast and efficient. Went for MAC deluxe breakfast @ j8 before I went home to sleep. I was so drained and tired that I slept while drinking my ice Milo and on the cab back. Showered, blow my stupid long hair half dry and I KO at 8am.

EDIT: woke up at 11.45am by the loud DVD volume. Going B. Waxing before heading supermarket to buy grocery as I'm gona cook dinner for the whole family tonight :)

Dulan

I'm pissed off because:

1. I hate it when people don't trust me. Be it family, friends or students, I hate it when you don't trust me at all. Don't take me as dumb ok. I'm a human being and from the tone of the voice, I can already sense the doubtness. I maybe stupid in one thing but when I have took the trouble to understand and make things clear and explain, please don't give me the doubting tone and go to further clarify/ask others behind my back. You may think that it's good to double check but it just shows one thing. You don't trust me. If that's the case, in future no other topics will be discussed and shared. And if student doubt my ability and ask people every week, don't hire me as ur tutor and pray to ur friend to make u 'A' student. 

2. I hate it when people fly aeroplane. Especially when the meeting is not planned by me at all. It just shows that how important I am to u.  

3. I hate it when people don't reply to emails/SMS/msn/phonecalls. Isit so difficult to just give a reply? Isit so difficult to at least call back? Isit so difficult to reply to facebook messages?it's so obvious that u are online, but no response at all. 

4. I hate it when people think that they are the king. They always find the days they are free and assume that u are free and can make it. Sorry, you are not the king and don't assume that I can make it as and when u like it. And when I choose not to be free on that day, don't give me the "ok then" tone and get pissed off. I don't owe u anything. 

5. I hate it when u give me attitude just because u are busy or had a bad day or very stressed. U come and look for me only when u are happy and you give me a fucked up attitude when i'm totally not at fault at all. 

以前是这样，现在也这样。I had enough.  

TODAY: MY TABLE

It has been close to 5 months. I remembered taking a photo when I first started working and you guys commented that my table space is huge and it was still considered neat.

So this photo is taken this morning. Please don't be shocked.



Basically on my right is filled with empty basket from Skippy and some client's hair products and used press releases. On my left is filled with papers, papers and papers!

Yes I know it's messy blah blah blah. But i still can find my stuffs! So I will tidy it someday lah.

Today is gona be intense as I clear all my unfinished work before I take a short break from tomorrow onwards.



As u can see, Vesak Day is coming! So on Thursday night im heading for 3-Steps-1-Bow(三步一拜). It's gona be from Thursday 5pm till Friday 7am. But im only going there at around 10.30pm till probably next day?

There's Bathing of Prince Siddhartha & Vegetarian Food Fair! And on Friday morning, I will go for Family Blessing and Prayer and see all the fun fair there. Im super sad that I missed the vesak celebration @ Ngee Ann City two weeks back :(



Totally random. I saw this piece at Cotton On last week and I thought it look not bad but I couldn't figure out how to wear it because it's not very long for a dress and too long for a top. After trying and give up, then i realise it can be worn as a coat -.-

Ben lai I decided to buy my laptop during the PC show on 13 June. But i reckon that it will be very crowded and there's just gona have more freebies that's all. So maybe I will go and take a look again on friday or sunday and buy it then since im free.

Ok that's all. Time to start writing, if not i can't go home by midnight today.

My early birthday celebration with the AJ girls

Had an early birthday celebration with the AJ girls last Saturday. Basically I suggested going Da Paolo @ Cluny Court for lunch. It's damn ulu and you would expect i cab there right. but i didnt, i took bus and walk into Cluny Park and got lost for half an hour. I was supposed to be the second earliest, but in the end i reached the last -.-

The girls treated me a good lunch there. Ambience is good, food wise i think the one that we went at Botanical Gardens is better. After lunch, we headed to Island Creamery nearby and I savoured my favourite Pulut Hitam ice cream.

Town was boring and go there sure spend money. So i suggested Barrage since it was sunny + windy. Too bad we didn't fly kite, but the place was too overcrowded that everywhere is humans and sky is dirty with the kites. But we sure had a good time snapping photos, I only love my 50mm when taking portraits. Jie Ying's boy boy came to pick her and i helped the couple to take some nice shots too :)

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Thanks girls for the wonderful day. And i love this lovely pink hersley top. It goes well with the Kitty cap.

好男人，不会捨得让妳当第三者

任何错误自己都得担负一半责任，很多女人会变成第三者，实在错得有些冤枉，她们并非心思不正、专抢别人男人，更不只是被男天花乱坠的藉口矇蔽，最大的渊薮是她们误以为新世代女人的洒脱就是不屑名份、快乐就好，于是就把爱情最重要的认可证明书拱手放弃。

的确，现代女人有经济能力，不靠男人养活，能为自己做主，不需男人负责，恋爱纯粹是为了恋爱，而非赖上一个男人找长期饭票，就如同那位读者所言：“名份又不能保证什么，两个人在一起快乐就好。”

但一个连给妳名分的诚意都没有的男人，哪有可能给妳快乐？

他公开承认妳是他的女朋友，不表示妳们会永远在一起，但至少代表他有为妳拒绝别的机会的诚意。

他让他的父母朋友认识妳，不表示这些人会喜欢妳，但至少代表他有让妳进入他的生活圈的诚意。

他愿意在配偶栏填下妳的名字，不表示妳们一定会白头偕老，但至少代表他有和妳共度一生的诚意。

或者说现实点，有名份才有吃醋的立场，不是吗？难道让妳一边伤心还要一边承受万夫所指，指责妳得不到幸福是第三者的报应，就是他爱妳的証明？

我举双手双脚赞同女人独立自主，我也认同名份并不能保佑爱情得永生，但一个男人不肯承认妳的官方地位，却说爱妳要与妳上床，妳怎么能信呢？男人上酒家的钱就是靠这种自以为洒脱的傻女孩替他省下来的。

事实上，好男人那样稀有，可能是别人家的，但是他如果真的爱妳，他会从别人家主动走到妳家来，而不是让妳尊严尽失颜面扫地的去偷去抢，更不是和妳在外面打一炮后，拍拍屁股又躲回别的女人背后，那不是好男人，那是缩头的乌龟烂王八。

从一而终的爱诚然可歌可泣，可是那毕竟需要一点运气。我不鼓励女人挑名草有主的男人下手，但现实很残酷，裘莉如果不去抢安妮斯顿的老公，小布如果不见异思迁，好莱坞银色情侣与那对天使般的龙凤胎也不会因而诞生，不是吗？但小布如果不是勇于结束前一段婚姻，而是拖着两个女人陪他大演「两个都爱两个都不忍心伤害」的滥戏码，我相信他无法在梦幻情人排行榜上屹立不摇至今。

好男人当然有追求更适合他的女人的权利，好男人当然可能变心，但好男人不会出轨。
因为他们懂得尊重每一个女人，都有完整被爱的权利。

妳当然可以当新世代的女人、妳可以潇洒、妳可以独立。但不屑名份，真的无法证明妳的洒脱，因为真正聪明的现代女人，不会削足适履，真正有自信的女人，不会靠割地赔款放弃名份，来换得男人的垂怜。

妳的洒脱，不该只为妳换得一段有实无名的恋爱，妳的坚强，不该让妳连伤心都要被骂活该。

而妳的勇敢，绝对值得完完整整、百分之百的爱。

最近整个人很没精神，坐在办公室看着电脑两只眼睛总是模糊不集中，一直要用手撑住那沉重的头。是我的脑细胞变多了吗？还是是我便聪明了？

阿姨说是因为减肥疗程害了我。瘦1kg有个屁用，我现在连力气都没有。

那么漂亮的星期五，我还在努力加班。WAKAO

WARNING: EXOTIC ANIMAL INSIDE

I received a parcel today in office. This box says: WARNING EXOTIC ANIMAL INSIDE. My colleague passed it to me and went off, refusing to open it for me, for the fear that some funny things will pop out.

So in the end, I got photographer shu shu to help me open it.


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New series of Havaianas slippers la! With animal prints! haha! But they got my size wrong, they gave me 39-40. So i gave my colleague lor, together with the press release of course! hiak hiak hiak!~~

I'm still 23 OK!

Slimming sessions are finally done. It has been very torturous for me. I procrastinate everytime I go there because it's so far from home/office. Then every session I pant like a dog and sweat like a waterfall. The infrared is supposed to boast health and mood but seems like it doesn't apply to me at all. Instead, every sessions I felt nauseous and giddy and sometimes I even have serious palpitations. It's unfair to say this but I feel sick everytime after the sessions.

Anyways, I hardly have the chance to wear my bikinis and just let me be vain and bimbo for once by taking a few photos. I realised I haven't been taking photos ever since I had the terribly-looking short hair.

Please bear with it. I promise no more of such I-want-to-vomit photos after I'm 24! Ha! And please ignore the redness on my neck and shoulders and arms. I just finished exercising and I'm sweating. Literally sweating, with drops and drops of sweat dripping down my neckline...









I swear that I will visit Maldives and hide there for at least 1 week before it sinks and disappear forever. Same goes for Venice.

This Saturday, Im meeting the AJ girls for my birthday lunch @ Da Paolo in Cluny Court (Bukit Timah). Whee, heard it's a nice place especially the al fresco area! Hopefully the sun won't get too scorching in the noon.

Last two years, my family celebrated my birthday at Oasis Teochew Porridge in TPY (That's because I ask for it). But I just had teochew porridge with Lishan last Sunday, so I decided to have something else this year. And I have finally thought of it!

RED STAR RESTAURANT! For DIM SUM LUNCH! (Yes, we'll do lunch instead of dinner this year), so 30th May LUNCH is booked but DINNER IS AVAILABLE FOR BOOKING! LOL! I saw Shuli and Mike went the other day and i thought it was quite cool! I initially wanted Royal China Dim Sum @ Raffles Hotel. But no fun leh, and expensive somemmore. This Red Star Restaurant is very old Hong Kong restaurant with aunties having push carts going around. Maybe ur parents held their wedding there too!

It's my uncle's chinese birthday that day too but too bad he can't make it cuz he is working.

Then maybe after the dim sum, i will go for pedicure and get my laptop. whee!

Im left with FOUR WORKING DAYS before I go for my break but I have 101 articles undone! I have been stuck on Damai Spa @ Grand Hyatt for 4 hours without writing anything. Reminded me of the v day feature i did for SianzOnline, then I spent one good hour reading over the articles...OH NO! :(

Looks like I gotta work doubly hard these few days. And maybe more OT...

i REALLY REALLY love to dine in Sentosa or Mount Faber! So if anyone is keen and has spare cash, we can go there and makan please.........

OMG, CAN'T BELIEVE IM TURNING 24! :(

Rest, rest, rest

My leave is approved! 27-31 May! :D
My boss asks if I was going for holiday, I said:"Stay at home & sleep."

Girl posts pics of herself and BF in the nude and reveals intimate detailsGirl posts pics of herself and BF in the nude and reveals intimate details

It is appalling that this girl, who is barely 18 years old, is so daring as to post a picture of herself naked and in bed with boyfriend on her public blog, says STOMPer Clamnut.

The sender, who came across the blog, was speechless when he saw the picture of the teenage girl posing on a bed with her boyfriend, both of them naked.

In her blog, the girl talks about how much she loves her boyfriend, who is currently serving his National Service.

She details the times spent with him and describes what they do together in private.

什么都没做

It has been a long time since I last felt my weekends are lonely. All I did on a sunny Saturday was sleep, eat, sleep, eat, sleep, eat & sleep. And the cycle repeats itself today. 

I try not to write my articles on restdays but I'm feeling so empty that I decided to switch on my laptop. Then I blasted the air con to fight the horribly humid weather & turn on the radio to listen to those 九连环 songs.

933 plays really nice songs during weekends as compared to weekdays. It seems like the songs are catered for lonely people who have nothing to do on a weekend. 

Then I stared at the computer screen and stone. After a tedious effort of trying to type something out, I decided to give up. Switch off the computer, lying down in bed, eyes looking at the ceiling and enjoying the little breeze from that dying air con. 

The weekend is too peaceful for my likings and I won't consider it blissful at all. 

I think I have lost the passion in many things.     

I vomitted BIRD NEST

昨晚一堆生鱼已经让我承受不了。的确很新鲜，可是吃了一粒粒鱼卵，就觉得有点反胃。

今天去燕窝试吃，开心极了。尝了不同品级的燕窝，还有加入杏仁糊的燕窝，接着回公司的路程很rocky，结果一回到公司，因为反胃，把燕窝+杏仁通通吐出来。

我是真的他妈的很气我自己。如果吃的是饭／面，吐出来就算了。可是我居然完整地把燕窝吐了出来，都还没消化肚子就把燕窝吐了出来！

气！气！气！

还弄脏了衣服，又死死想把稿写完，只好用外套遮一下，希望同事没有闻到杏仁＂香＂。

应该是杏仁惹的祸！一定是杏仁导致我反胃。现在嘴巴里还有杏仁味道，超恶心！

整个身体很screwed up. 燕子吐口水制燕窝，我吐燕窝+杏仁+口水！那我算high class的燕子，我的名字叫＂杏仁＂。

Do not falter. Physically nor Emotionally.

有些人／地点的回忆，不管过了多久还是记忆犹新。

今天忽然下起雨，让我不停地发抖。医生说她给我的panadol很有效，可是为什么我还在高烧的状态？

还泻了3天的肚子... Kao!

I see you blur blur.

在半不情愿半想休息的情况下，我请了病假。星期天从活动回来后已经觉得不对劲，简直没有力气，睡了一个小时后就马上起来写稿，担心之前那份激昂会就此消失。

接着又咳嗽啦、发烧啦、喉咙痛啦、全身酸痛啦等等毛病出现。真奇怪，又不是老娘比赛吃云吞，怎么我会病倒。一定是那死人变态天气，总是忽冷忽热，烦死了！

这次没有上次去Bintan时严重，本来一直想保持在0-MC的工作表现，结果他妈的失败了！

是啦，该休息啦！星期四回去再继续努力赶稿！

大家多保重！

Im doing fine.

- Went for Kindergarten Colouring Contest judging a week back at Admiralty. The kids in nursery are supposed to colour the bear (as shown in the photo) and the kindergarten rascals are supposed to colour some buildings. So the LHS won 1st price while the RHS won consolation (i think) but i just love the way how the kid colours it. Don't you think it's messy but cute? Got the 童真!

- Went to cover CP biggest wanton yesterday at junction 8. it was fun but im completely drain out after it. I requested ahyi to let me sleep for 1 hour before i wake up to write the article. Im glad that I have finished it and it's gona be published on Tuesday.

- Sianzonline mother's day contest has ended and thank you all who have supported us by sending in the entries. The three lucky winners sure have an enjoyable time with the chocolate buffet on Mother's day and im sorry weiting, i can't join u guys for the yummy meal.

- Treated my whole family to Bottle Tree Park @ Khatib for mother's day and we had chilli crab, pig trotters, sharks fins, prawns etc etc. Hope ahyi and mum and the rest enjoyed the food. There's also prawning there! I haven't tried it before and i shall try it one day.

- I have been attending some complimentary slimming sessions which is said to tone my body. The first 30 minute session last week was not good, i felt giddy and nauseaus and sweating profusely under the heat and couldn't even complete the whole session. im feeling so angry with myself for not doing up to my own expectations. :(

- The weather is killing me especially with this long hair now but i have to be persistent since i have did it and i will make it look nice. though i much hated my decision for chopping the length off but well never mind, i will live with it. someday, i may just decide to chop off my whole head for charity.

- I have never met such a horrible guy in the life till now. not that the ones i met are great, but this particular one is so horrible and if not for some ridiculous reasons, i just hope not to have any communication with him at all. i really wonder how his gf (if he has one) can stand such behaviour. talking to him is just plain chore and how i wish to just be a bad person for once and reject all his requests.

- I really have a terrible sunday morning every week when i teach a p2 girl. It just bothers me very much when parents are not doing their part well in the growing up process and imagine i can just scream my heads out everytime at a mere 8 years old girl. I admit I tend to get impatient but it was because of her horrible attitude that leads to a screwed up academic results. I just feel like im paid to teach u how to be a proper student n not here to teach. I guess this is how screwed up the education system and parents are. if you ask me, i m sorry but i believe in corporal punishments and how it helps to shape discipline in a child. At times i really try to be nice but my blood pressure just shoots all the way up but her difficult behaviour. Seems like im really more suitable for upper secondary kids.

- As we grow older, our values changed and i realised that some close friends may not be close anymore. The friend may no longer be tolerant to u and u may no longer withstand all the ridiculous behaviour from the other person. it may not bother u at first and now it does. Expectations for each other start to differ and sometimes, perhaps being distant is a better choice. It actually bothers me what exactly does friendship mean to a person? Sometimes just by talking to a person can make one feels that 我只是一个有利用价值的工具。Im starting to see clearly who really stand by u as a friend and who are just passerbys. Perhaps, that's a sign of growing up.

- May shall be a good month and im stepping into half of my contract. I will be taking a short break at the end of the month to reward myself for the persistence and hardwork. And of course, the few days of rest may be busy too as i enter the birthday celebration mood. Just bring me for a good meal is good enough. If your wallet is full, bring me to Forlino and Im sure I will cry buckets for being able to eat there. Actually I like the feel of rail way mall and I wanted to eat at the thai restaurant last year but didn't have the chance to. Nevermind about it, please do not suggest going there anymore. If u wana get me a present, Versace's "Bright Crystal" perfume is good as my perfume is running out (TAKEN). Though I like soft toys very much, do not give me a soft toy as a present as you will be deem as insincere (敷衍了事）. If u want to give me soft toys, give it to me on non-celebration days or some public holidays as a surprise. My dear ade, please stop plucking grass in poland and be back here quick ok?

- Hope u guys have a happy mother's day celebration and ahyi i love u so much. Thanks for being there, always :)

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