How can i stop?

Evelyn says, "Can you stop thinking? Everytime I see you, you are always thinking."

She is right.

I have too many things to think about.
I have too many things to do.
I have too many things to worry.
I have too many things in my head.

Shuwan says, "You miss home coz you don't have friends in hall."

She is right.

Nobody talks to me at home too.

Daddy says, "I totally have no idea why are you studying this course and what job can you find."

He is right.

Because I have no idea too.


真希望能停下脚步，享受最原始的美...
可是我办不到。

真希望能停下脚步，寻找生存的意义...
可是我也办不到。


Perhaps, some emotions and thoughts are best to be kept within myself.

让我脱下面具，
休息一下吧。

CNY Carnival at Sree Narayana Mission Home

Went Sree Narayana Mission Home today to help out in their CNY Carnival. It is a four storey home in Yishun that provides residential and institutional care for the elderly destitutes.

Thank you Fungie's papa for giving me a lift there :)

It's a CNY carnival cum celebration. All elderly will be wheeled into the hall and there are many stalls set up by volunteers, which include gambling like Big/Small. They were given 30 ice cream sticks each to play / gamble and at the end of the day, they can use the ice cream sticks to redeem small gifts such as radio, toothbrush, battieres, salonpas, pouch or bird's nest!

Fungie and I took care of the redemption counter and we were so busy conversing in all possible language we can. I am like an aunty in the market, speaking in Mandarin, English, Hokkien and some cannot-understand-Cantonese! LOL.

And some elderly took a rather long time to choose their gift and it wasn't easy to hoax them. For instance, i met a elderly who insisted on wanting a toothpaste but my prizes only got toothbrush and no toothpaste. So after repeating 15mins to her that there is no toothpaste, she still comes back and ask for it. Thank goodness one of the senior volunteer is around and manage to handle her.

Well, it was a meaningful day, im sure, for all of us. Some of them already lost the ability to recognise people or even talk. And its saddening to see them like just waiting for death to arrive. And majority of the destitutes are wheelchaired, it just makes me feel how lucky many of us are and there is only so much we can do to help them.

Really salute the volunteers who spend every Saturday here talking to them, playing with them and organising such acitivites for them, trying to make their last phase of life a more complete one.

Ling, your boyboy is really a good man! :)

Yup, 5 of us went. Andrew, Weibo, Xiaoling, Fungie and me! And I must really thank Andrew who is so kind to help me with my FYP script and even got his friend to help me write.

THANK YOU ANDREW! :)

Yupz, that concludes my meaningful day :)

And I am so going to get a DSLR after I graduate. Im starting to hate the blurness and the noise from my Digicam. & Brad keeps enticing / persuading me to get one. ROAR!

Went for a late dinner with Evelyn at Chomp Chomp last night as my lessons end at 630pm. She sets up a online blog shop! We went to her house to play and look at her new collection. Got pretty stuffs and we were trying out some poses and pictures with her new collection. So much FUN! :)

CLICK HERE to go to her online blog shop - Wardrobe 18!

This is a funny video! - KARAOKE FAIL


For reference:
Mariah Carey - Touch My Body

I know that you've been waiting for it
I'm waiting too
In my imagination I'd be all up on you
I know you got that fever for me
Hundred and two
And boy I know I feel the same
My temperature's through the roof

If there's a camera up in here
Then it's gonna leave with me
When I do (I do)
If there's a camera up in here
Then I'd best not catch this flick
On YouTube (YouTube)
'Cuz if you run your mouth and brag
About this secret rendezvous
I will hunt you down
'Cuz they be all up in my business
Like a Wendy interview
But this is private
Between you and I

Touch my body
Put me on the floor
Wrestle me around
Play with me some more
Touch my body
Throw me on the bed
I just wanna make you feel
Like you never did.
Touch my body
Let me wrap my thighs
All around your waist
Just a little taste
Touch my body
Know you like my curves
Come on and give me what I deserve
And touch my body.

Boy you can put me on you
Like a brand new white tee
I'll hug your body tighter
Than my favorite jeans
I want you to caress me
Like a tropical breeze
And float away with you
In the Caribbean Sea

If there's a camera up in here
Then it's gonna leave with me
When I do (I do)
If there's a camera up in here

Then I'd best not catch this flick
On YouTube (YouTube)
'Cuz if you run your mouth and brag
About this secret rendezvous
I will hunt you down
'Cuz they be all up in my business
Like a Wendy interview
But this is private
Between you and I

Touch my body
Put me on the floor
Wrestle me around
Play with me some more
Touch my body
Throw me on the bed
I just wanna make you feel
Like you never did.
Touch my body
Let me wrap my thighs
All around your waist
Just a little taste
Touch my body
Know you like my curves
Come on and give me what I deserve
And touch my body.

I'm a treat you like a teddy bear
You won't wanna go nowhere
In the life of luxury
Baby just turn to me
You won't want for nothing boy(Nooo)
I will give you plenty joy

Touch my body
Put me on the floor (throw me on the floor) Wrestle me around
Play with me some more
Touch my body
Throw me on the bed
I just wanna make you feel Like you never did.
Touch my body

Let me wrap my thighs (let me wrap my thighs, around your waist for just a little taste)
All around your waist
Just a little taste
Touch my body

Know you like my curves (I know you like it)
Come on and give me what I deserve (Give me what I deserve babe)
And touch my body.

Oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah (Yeah, yeah)
Oh yeah oh yeah (every little way you like to touch my body baby)
Touch my body (yeah Yeah ooh ooh baby... Oh Oh, ooh ooh baby)
Touch My Body (uh Uh ooh ooh ooh)
Touch My Body (come on Give Me what I deserve... Oh)

I DREAD FRIDAYS

really.

Bye Bye my new hp

1 Februrary 09 - I bought my new SE hp. Review is good and I love it.

5 February 09 (TODAY) - I send my new SE hp to service centre.

WHY?

1. There is no Chinese input.

2. THE TOP TIP CAME OFF.

Upgrading Chinese text is okay for me, though I was wondering why only my hp doesnt have Chinese input while other G900 users have it. What pisses me off is the top part that came off.

In fact, it came off on the night when I bought the handphone.

The dealer told me it's the last set. And when I bought it home, I realised the earphone seal was already opened and the metallic part came off.

Damn pissed off.

And the dealer still tries to make friends with me. GRRRRR....

So when I went for servicing today, the lady asked me why don't i go back to the dealer and request for one-to-one exchange? Maybe I should lah, but because I never reply to the dealer when he sms me and I dont want him to bug me with questions, I told the lady about the dealer and hence I cant.

She was shocked!

Want to pao mei mei yet still sell me this lousy hp. GRRR!

Now I have to wait for 3-5 working days to get back my new phone. I was begging the lady to get me a new set and she set unless I came back to service for 2 more times, if not she cant change a new set.

CHOY! I hope this hp can last for 8 years, as durable as my NOKIA hp.

Believe it anot? Afterall, I still cannot run away from my old NOKIA hp. NOKIA hp, wo lai le!~

Raining

　
今天下起了雨，
有点冷...

Today

I MISS HOME! :(

so cool

Hello hello! Im using my hp 2 blog now. It's damn cool lah. The marketing lecture is having a break now. I should eat dinner now but I am too lazy 2 do that. Yong Tian is not here in lecture with me, which makes me damn bored. Alright, enough of fun, Im going off. Bye!

Summary of the busy week

It doesn't feel good to be back in school after a long CNY break. And it definitely makes me feel worse when I have a Marketing presentation and Drama performance on that Wednesday.

So I had to sacrifice my steamboat on CNY Day 2 to stay at home to finish up all these work :(

But well, Wednesday turns out to be great. As much as I dread going for lesson at 830AM in the morning for Drama, the mini performance which I am supposed to direct is simply fantastic! Credits go to the actors and actresses lah. I adapted a fable and turn it into a Bollywood style. Nicholas and Alicia were all so compromising and
thank goodness they play along with it. Everyone had a good laugh :)

Marketing presentation sucks, but it doesn't make me hate it. In fact, I was wondering why didn't I choose Marketing as my major.

I was dreading Wednesday but looking forward to Thurday as I went to SENTOSA FLOWERS! It was early in the morning 10am but there were already many people there.

And when I was about to take photo, I FELL DOWN. SIBEI SIA SWAY CAN! Knee Cap not pretty liao! :( I think the last time I fell was during my JC days...-smacks forehead-

Then headed to Vivo to watch Da Xi SHi by Fann and Christopher!

And although I look forward to Thursday, but i definitely don't look forward to Friday as I have 6 hours LONG of Drama lessons. I seriously cannot figure out why must we learn theory in Drama which never fails to make me to sleepy.

To make things worse, I have a long FYP meeting which ends at 10PM. And I took cab home :(

After tuition on Saturday, I went out with the -wins to celebrate Adeline's birthday! Dinner was at Creation in Shaw, the pasta place which Ade and I always frequent during our internship days.

6 of us shared this pretty Swatch watch for her. Hope she likes it :)

We were talking about our Graduation Trip. Oh I think I have never mentioned it before but Ade and I will be going NZ for farm stays. But it was just an idea and nothing is finalised. And I was shocked when:

Me: How long you want to stay in NZ?
Ade: -stretched two fingers out-
Me: Two weeks hur? Ok Loh.
Ade: No, TWO MONTHS.

!!!!!!!!!

And I thought I will just spend my farm days doing some farming and feeding the cows or squeezing the milk. But the woman of course has more plans in her mind - which is to try out BUNGEE JUMPING.

Perhaps I will just spend my Graduation trip in sentosa hur. I want to be back home to celebrate my birthday n not die of heart attack from bungee! LOL

Then we went Minds Cafe to play board games.

Sunday was REN RI, although Im late but Happy Belated Birthday to all! Got up real early to head to KMS for a big Lo Hei cum Steamboat session!

They wanted us to play some icebreaking games before eating, so here we are, many heads trying to piece some CNY jigsaw together.

TA DEH! Final product!

Time for Lo Hei!

Performance by Y-Fellowship - Rang Ai.

And cheeky me, I put a peanut on Eugene's ear! Ouch, that was painful~~ Hehe!

He never fails to SHOCK me!

Went to watch the HK CNY show with my family after that. Dinner was fishead steamboat at the market near my house.

And because it was REN RI, so I must buy a birthday gift for myself right! So I bought this Sony Ericsson hp, which Chris has many complaints about but widely promoted by the salesman.

Perhaps my number was too nice and easy to remember, the salesman sms-ed me and tried to make friend with me after that. I seem to be attracting the wrong type of guys, always.

WHERE IS MY PRINCE CHARMING?

My CNY 09

I am really busy that I don't have time to decorate my house. So this is the lovely work done by my aunties:

Basically I spent my CNY Day 1 afternoon going to monastery for prayers and lunch. Then headed to Mustafa and rot our afternoon away.

Head home to shower, before going to my Gu Ma's place for our annual feast.

As you can see, it's really a feast.

The family is watching Ip Man after dinner while Ting and I went to C.A's room to the Little Nonya.

Slowly, all of them left, leaving me waiting for my Papa to finish his MJ. Tired.

CNY Day 2! I wore this pretty floral top. I love it very very much! :)

Went 2 houses for visiting. Let's welcome the 3 sisters! From left: My dearest 3yi, 2yi and my skinny mama.

In case you are wondering how my house in Potong Pasir looks like, this is it:

And here I am back home rushing my marketing presentation, my FYP interview and my drama modules. DAMN.

Reunion Lunch

CNY Eve is about eating. Among the 3 days, this is the busiest day of all. After hitting the gym, rushed off to Uncle's house for a reunion lunch.

Oh gosh, Ting permed her hair and RY got a new haircut! SIBEI CHIO!

Lunch is full of meat, so is dinner! So after lunch, we had nothing much to do except to cam-whore.

It's RY's daddy's birthday, so they bought a cake and we celebrated!

Family Photo (Note to Fungie: Ken is not inside! LOL)

RY says: "Papa don't leave your saliva on the cake!" So that is why he is sing his hands to cover while he blew the candle.

Aunty is in pretty red! :)

Ow family - being a family of GAMBLERS, of course wont miss this chance. Birthday boy have to pick golden numbers for 4D and Toto. It was a damn hilarious process as Ting's mum kept shouting "HUAT AH!"

And they actually stick the papers with the shen tai and ask uncle to pray respect to 4D and Toto numbes for the 15 days of CNY. Gao Xiao can!

This is the 4D GOlden number! coincidentally, it's the car plate number of the birthday man!

This is a fun reunion lunch! :)