Sunday, February 14, 2010
Friday, February 12, 2010
HONESTY
一段爱情是否能开花结果,到底是缘分还是努力?其实我心中早已有答案了。没有缘分,怎么努力还是不成功。要是缘分注定了两个人,想要分开也不容易。
努力要守住一段关系是很累人的。爱要消逝的时候,千军万马也拦不住。
当你爱一个人的时候,只要付出一点点努力,你不觉得自己在迁就他,不觉得你为他苦苦改变自己,也不觉得你为他舍弃了什么。他在乎你,不管你做什么他都觉得可爱,连别人看不到的优点,他都看到了。可是有一天,他没那么在乎你了,曾经以为可以厮守到老,无奈之时擦肩而过。
注意我用的是“在乎”,而不是“爱情”。世上有多少男人可以坦诚地说出“我爱你”,或许他只是在乎,也从来没有问过自己这个问题。
大家都说要找一个聪明又老实的男人,可是他们真的存在吗?
前天,有人对我说:“人与人之间的沟通,一定要坦诚。我从来不在你和家人面前掩饰,也不会撒谎。”
我:“谢谢你那么信任我。”
他:“那你是否对我100%坦诚呢?”
我犹豫了一下。我觉得我自己永远不够聪明,人也不够老实。
每个女孩子心中或许都会有一个理想的对象。这种男人不是没有,然而当你真的遇到他时,他会不会爱你呢?这才是最难的地方。
爱一个女人,应该给她智慧。拥有智慧,才能独处,并在漫长无边的孤独离有所领悟,这才是最大的幸福。
情人节快乐。
努力要守住一段关系是很累人的。爱要消逝的时候,千军万马也拦不住。
当你爱一个人的时候,只要付出一点点努力,你不觉得自己在迁就他,不觉得你为他苦苦改变自己,也不觉得你为他舍弃了什么。他在乎你,不管你做什么他都觉得可爱,连别人看不到的优点,他都看到了。可是有一天,他没那么在乎你了,曾经以为可以厮守到老,无奈之时擦肩而过。
注意我用的是“在乎”,而不是“爱情”。世上有多少男人可以坦诚地说出“我爱你”,或许他只是在乎,也从来没有问过自己这个问题。
大家都说要找一个聪明又老实的男人,可是他们真的存在吗?
前天,有人对我说:“人与人之间的沟通,一定要坦诚。我从来不在你和家人面前掩饰,也不会撒谎。”
我:“谢谢你那么信任我。”
他:“那你是否对我100%坦诚呢?”
我犹豫了一下。我觉得我自己永远不够聪明,人也不够老实。
每个女孩子心中或许都会有一个理想的对象。这种男人不是没有,然而当你真的遇到他时,他会不会爱你呢?这才是最难的地方。
爱一个女人,应该给她智慧。拥有智慧,才能独处,并在漫长无边的孤独离有所领悟,这才是最大的幸福。
情人节快乐。
Thursday, February 11, 2010
The lil' happy moments
- Hair CHECKED
Done by Andy from Supercut @ Cine. Blonde Amit style way to go! :D
- Facial CHECKED
Done by Aunty Anna and bought a clay mask from her to control my oil. Did it again yesterday at Tampines because I was asked to review and write for the beauty salon. It's a living cell therapy and they included eye massage! And i also went for the slimming treatment! Got naval candling, and the therapist said I have 2KG of oil and shit in my tummy, usually people only have 1kg. ROCKS, IM SO FULL OF SHIT!
- New clothes CHECKED
Shopping done at City Plaza & Bugis with Lishan. I thought I bought ALOT (Oh, no new lingerie yet), but after looking through, it wasn't alot. Haha. Wait, I didn't see my Bugis clothes in my wardrobe. Hello aunty, where are my clothes from Bugis? Did u lose them?
- B. Waxing / Makeup CHECKED
Went Kerry there again, and bought mineral makeup from her. It's the first time Im buying mineral makeup, DAMN COMFORTABLE! Suits lazy people like me who is too lazy for any makeup, just splash some powder on my face and Im done! Love Love! :D
- Shoes CHECKED
FINALLY bought a pair from Pazzion. Nude is the new favourite now, so i got a pair of size 34 nude heels. They don't have my size in Bishan branch so they have to deliver from Wisma. I predict it's gona be painful. rah!
- Pedicure CHECKED
Supported Krist and did a nude + black + pokka dots combi. Sexy look with lotsa bling blings! Got photos, but I left it at home.
- Work CHECKED
Whatever that has to be done before CNY is done. Ok lah, frankly I don't have the mood to do anything now anymore! I hope I don't have to worry about it during CNY, i hope. I asked uncle, cousin & an SRMC student to perform for my company's CNY event too!
- House CHECKED
Spring cleaning is definitely not by me. I will pack until it gets more messy. Just that I have bought the decorations and turn my house into a Cartoonish red interior, with pooh bear, hello kitty & tiger beer!
- Gathering CHECKED
Called Sister yesterday to confirm the reunion lunch on Saturday and reunion dinner on CNY Day 1. This girl is getting prettier and she is wearing a red dress to reunion dinner while I have decided to wear high waist shorts and slippers! HAHA. And perhaps get a LO-HEI for the Ow Family on Saturday. (She is celebrating her birthday the weekend after CNY, have to brainstorm a gift for her already...)
我很累哦!
新年,请快点来吧!~
Done by Andy from Supercut @ Cine. Blonde Amit style way to go! :D
- Facial CHECKED
Done by Aunty Anna and bought a clay mask from her to control my oil. Did it again yesterday at Tampines because I was asked to review and write for the beauty salon. It's a living cell therapy and they included eye massage! And i also went for the slimming treatment! Got naval candling, and the therapist said I have 2KG of oil and shit in my tummy, usually people only have 1kg. ROCKS, IM SO FULL OF SHIT!
- New clothes CHECKED
Shopping done at City Plaza & Bugis with Lishan. I thought I bought ALOT (Oh, no new lingerie yet), but after looking through, it wasn't alot. Haha. Wait, I didn't see my Bugis clothes in my wardrobe. Hello aunty, where are my clothes from Bugis? Did u lose them?
- B. Waxing / Makeup CHECKED
Went Kerry there again, and bought mineral makeup from her. It's the first time Im buying mineral makeup, DAMN COMFORTABLE! Suits lazy people like me who is too lazy for any makeup, just splash some powder on my face and Im done! Love Love! :D
- Shoes CHECKED
FINALLY bought a pair from Pazzion. Nude is the new favourite now, so i got a pair of size 34 nude heels. They don't have my size in Bishan branch so they have to deliver from Wisma. I predict it's gona be painful. rah!
- Pedicure CHECKED
Supported Krist and did a nude + black + pokka dots combi. Sexy look with lotsa bling blings! Got photos, but I left it at home.
- Work CHECKED
Whatever that has to be done before CNY is done. Ok lah, frankly I don't have the mood to do anything now anymore! I hope I don't have to worry about it during CNY, i hope. I asked uncle, cousin & an SRMC student to perform for my company's CNY event too!
- House CHECKED
Spring cleaning is definitely not by me. I will pack until it gets more messy. Just that I have bought the decorations and turn my house into a Cartoonish red interior, with pooh bear, hello kitty & tiger beer!
- Gathering CHECKED
Called Sister yesterday to confirm the reunion lunch on Saturday and reunion dinner on CNY Day 1. This girl is getting prettier and she is wearing a red dress to reunion dinner while I have decided to wear high waist shorts and slippers! HAHA. And perhaps get a LO-HEI for the Ow Family on Saturday. (She is celebrating her birthday the weekend after CNY, have to brainstorm a gift for her already...)
我很累哦!
新年,请快点来吧!~
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
生活逼使我成长...
人生每个阶段会有不同的朋友,就像人生每个阶段会爱上不同的人一样。有些人会从我的生活中淡出,也有一些人会进入我的人生。
有相聚,也就有离别。哭肿了眼睛,流下再多的泪水,一转身,生活还是要继续,我还是会带着微笑面对人生。是生活逼使我成长,也是生活使我不得不放下心中的牵挂。
我们从来就没有自己以为的那么多情。
有相聚,也就有离别。哭肿了眼睛,流下再多的泪水,一转身,生活还是要继续,我还是会带着微笑面对人生。是生活逼使我成长,也是生活使我不得不放下心中的牵挂。
我们从来就没有自己以为的那么多情。
这是自己做的黄梨挞。回到家后,黄梨变成金枕头一样硬。虽然如此,我还是那么爱吃。
没有那么多情,可是还是会痴情。

周六去参加活动。我不是上面那些参赛者,而是在下面访问他们的人。他们每一对都有自己动人的故事,有些年龄相差很大、有些则是不同种 族、优胜的情侣居然是在巴士站相遇而结缘,今年底将步入礼堂。
这整个活动,有许许多多让我非常感动的画面。当男士们对他们人生里重要的女人表达爱的宣言时,虽然是单单的几句话,可是那一刻的每个 眼神、每个手势,都足以让全场感受到了爱。能够从最初阶段一直走到最后是很难的的,一切只好留给缘分。
衷心祝福他们每一位,也请你们不要忘了阅读明天的《我报》,看看他们怎么在舞台争霸斗艳,读读优胜情侣那美丽的相遇。
家里新年每次都会做 cornflakes 和蜜蜂巢。这是两个无聊人说的无聊笑话。可是,每天这点点滴滴的无聊话总让我笑得合不容嘴。总是擦肩而过其实不是一件坏事,至少在彼此的脑海里,对方是最完美的。控制一下自己的好奇心吧,就像好友说的:“享受现在。”
我看我们都疯了。
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
Monday, February 1, 2010
PINEAPPLE HEAD
2AM. I woke up at 2AM yesternight, breaking in cold sweat. No, I didn't have nightmare. But I have a dream that I want to escape.
So I woke up at 6AM and head for the gym before going to work. That was actually in my plans lah, since CNY is coming real soon. I shall be more active for this two weeks before I gobble more pineapple tarts.
My foot has seriously shrunk for no reason. I used to be able to wear size 36 in all major shoestores. AND NOW, I have to buy size 34! Fuck. Aunty, Ah Gong and I went to roam around j8 on friday to find a pair of nice shoes for me. But ALL TOO BIG and they don't have size 34! How sad can.
Not believing i cant get a perfect shoe for my feet, I met Fungie on Sat to try my luck again. Promod, New Look, Mitju, etc and haiz, either not to my liking or don't have my size. Last stop at Aldo and still have to put on in-sole.
So I woke up at 6AM and head for the gym before going to work. That was actually in my plans lah, since CNY is coming real soon. I shall be more active for this two weeks before I gobble more pineapple tarts.
My foot has seriously shrunk for no reason. I used to be able to wear size 36 in all major shoestores. AND NOW, I have to buy size 34! Fuck. Aunty, Ah Gong and I went to roam around j8 on friday to find a pair of nice shoes for me. But ALL TOO BIG and they don't have size 34! How sad can.
Not believing i cant get a perfect shoe for my feet, I met Fungie on Sat to try my luck again. Promod, New Look, Mitju, etc and haiz, either not to my liking or don't have my size. Last stop at Aldo and still have to put on in-sole.


In the end didnt buy cuz its freakin $155!
Went AMIT Live Concert @ Singapore Indoor Stadium thereafter. I admit I am not a Ah mei fan at all, so I wasn't as enthusiastic as the other people. And most of the songs I don't know, so throughout the 3 hours, I just sit there and listen, screaming occasionally to join in the fun that's all. AND MARTY FRIEDMAN THE GUITARIST IS DAMN COOL!




Ok, yes i chopped off my hair. Basically I showed my hairdresser this:
And he cut this:
I am a rather fussy customer when it comes to hair. I have a thin layer of fine hair and any wrong cut will be v drastic on my head. So frankly, hairdressers are always very stressful BUT careful when cutting my hair. I like challenges and fun BUT at the same time, I am worried. So not many can stand my worried look and the stressful vibes that I give out during the cut. HAHA.
Don't ask me why I xiang bu kai. I just got very tired of the usual girl girl style and want something different. And I won't be happy if I come out the salon with no changes! hee
iF YOU ARE GIVING NICE COMMENTS TO IT, i SINCERELY WELCOME. iF NOT, PLEASE SPARE ME THE AGONY. HAHA
Accept it, and wait for 3 months for it to grow. But I cant style as nice as what the hairdresser did. Now my head looks like a split pineapple -.-
And my student's mother said to me:“你越来越漂亮,是不是有爱情的滋润?”
谢谢你的夸奖,可是正好相反。
Went to Raw Kitchen with Ade last night to give her a birthday treat. The food is seriously yummy. Real Yummy. I will celebrate my birthday there next time.
I bought this book to read. The movie will be out in end of Feb and hopefully Ephraim and I can watch it. If that ever happens.
And i got this this morning! oh mine, so much choco and so sweet! :x
Friday, January 29, 2010
MEATCAKE!
Dinner at Bestie's house yesterday for no reason, just feel like going over! Haha, I am sure she doesn't mind me bothering her right?
We had quite a yummy dinner or prolly I was hungry.
We had quite a yummy dinner or prolly I was hungry.
Pasta with her creation, MEATCAKE!
Pasta! got sotong!
And the dunnoe-what-is-that-weird-looking thing. It's actually minced meat with prawns spread over bread crust and cheese and put into oven! It's amazingly YUMMY! I ate 4!
Look how happy the two darlings were! Ok lah, I ask them to smile lah! hee
Bestie said for some confidential reason, she's feeling happy for me. Which is weird, because there's nothing to begin with and being happy just sounds wrong. hahaha, but well, i do feel that little happiness somewhere but i shall keep it low and not pin any hopes. Afterall, it's still ZERO! Just enjoy the moment, like what everyone says.
We are starting to make CNY lanterns already! Next will be doing the usual CNY cookies! yippee! Looks like theres no time, no time!
And Aunty bought back another laptop! wahseh, the oldest laptop i have ever seen! rocks!
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Updates
Back from lunch. The whole office is very quiet today because everyone has events or tasting except the few of us, which is good because I can concentrate on writing. But obviously, I decided to take a break and blog abit.
Life has been well, i suppose. I don't blog that much because the thought of having to write when I am home disgusted me. Although I have been in front of the laptop, trying to churn out SianzOnline content every night.
The Fujitsu laptop that I have is gone and Aunty took her company's own computer for me to use. AND it was gone last night. Great. I am not trying to defend myself but it was already half gone case when handed to me and all I do with it was to write SianzOnline. Great, now all my saved files in the laptop disappeared.
And obviously, I still have some content to finish. Good Job. Looks like I will have to work OT these few days and churn out whatever that I have owe.
Work has been well, thankfully. There are big features to do, as well as small write-ups which usually occupy alot of my time. Have attended a few events and tastings and because of these, I am so not bored to death.
Alrights, sharing with you some of the events which I have went for the past week.
Life has been well, i suppose. I don't blog that much because the thought of having to write when I am home disgusted me. Although I have been in front of the laptop, trying to churn out SianzOnline content every night.
The Fujitsu laptop that I have is gone and Aunty took her company's own computer for me to use. AND it was gone last night. Great. I am not trying to defend myself but it was already half gone case when handed to me and all I do with it was to write SianzOnline. Great, now all my saved files in the laptop disappeared.
And obviously, I still have some content to finish. Good Job. Looks like I will have to work OT these few days and churn out whatever that I have owe.
Work has been well, thankfully. There are big features to do, as well as small write-ups which usually occupy alot of my time. Have attended a few events and tastings and because of these, I am so not bored to death.
Alrights, sharing with you some of the events which I have went for the past week.

I invited my aunty to join me in the couple spa at True Spa - Cuppage Terrace. I wanted to thank her for all the love that she gave and nothing beats best for treating her to a luxurious and relaxing spa. I must comment that the massage was great, and I fell asleep during the process!

There's free watermelon juice and fruits after the session.

A Japanese Consultant Pastry Chef came to Icing Room @ 313 Somerset, so I went there for an interview with him. This is the first big feature that I am assigned to, and of course there are lotsa things to improve on. The interview was torturous, because he only speaks Japanese while I only speak English and we have to let the translator do the job for us, which took up double the expected time.

Basically he has come up with 5 new cakes and is demonstrating the cake designing process.
Well cake lovers will sure like these. Unfortuntely, I don't have a sweet tooth and this makes it harder. And having to churn out @ least 2000 words feature is the aftermath headache.
But thank goodness, perserverance is the key. I finished writing and it was well written, very little and minor changes. SAY YAY! Four days of writing and editing didnt go to waste. Im looking forward for it to appear in the papers. :)
After all the cake tasting, I went for bakery class the next day. It was really a sweet tooth week. 6 journalists, with the help of a chef, tried to bake something delicious from the flour and eggs on the table.

I must say, it was really YUMMY! I bake it with my heart ok. BUT the design of my cake really sucks, so O-BIANG! When I was still thinking cake design is easy, now when I get to try it, then I know it's damn hard.
no creativity. -.-
But I gave one of it to Aunty and her bf to try. Happened to meet Ade for dinner after my bakery class, so I went home pretty late. Very tiring, but still I have to bring it over to their house and let them try! :) Glad they like it.
I shall buy an oven soon and try to bake something..
Let's see... yup that's some of the interesting things I did last week. Bakery class was last thursday. And it was also a night of up&downs.
Then meet Michelle & Li Shan for dinner @ Ichiban Boshi on Sunday and went J8 to get this voice recorder for work.

4GB, $259. FREAKIN EXPENSIVE can! My budget was $250 and I wanted to get the 2GB one for $189. The Sony guy last minute tell me NO MORE STOCKS. But I need it urgently as I got another interview on Monday, so bobian loh.
It is good to be here, cuz all of us are autistic kids and we are always in our own world, doing our own things. Not much of human contact, no need to liase or whatever. Just sit down, and write something out.
Yup, that's about all. And for the past month, my life has been blessed with Ephraim around. Truly. Thank you :)
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