LOUSY

Thank goodness I read rj’s blog and found out TO MY HORROR that my internship report is due on 23 MAY 2008! GOSH, I know it was stated in the outline but I didn’t bother to check and always thought that report must be handed in during the last day of our internship, which is 13 June.

Speaking of which, Adeline has been so excited that that our internship is ending in one’s month time that she totally has no mood to work. Haha, but well who doesn’t?

The thought of haven’t even start writing the report freaks my out totally. I guess I must sit in the library and start typing it this Sunday. Oh gosh, poor me doing report on Mother’s Day.

I thought I cancelled my Sunday’s tuition so that I can rest and slack. Darn, now have to write report. AH, SAVE ME!

This month’s magazine is out and well, I am rather upset because there are so many typos which don’t exist at all in my draft.

Myanmar is having a big typhoon and poor khin is worried for family. Glad to hear that they are alright. She promises to buy each teacher a dozen of red pens. (I always lost my red pen! -_-)

Evelyn volunteered to help me take my tuition classes for next week should I need a break. It makes me feel extremely bad ‘cuz she doesn’t complain or even request a change of lesson when she is tired. And yet, here I am whining like nobody’s business, and she is willing to take my lesson even though she should be enjoying her break. How lousy I am.

就是这种无条件的付出让我非常感动。。。

I am feeling rather lousy lately. Lousy as in, I am a lousy girl. I know I should control my emotions and not let others affect it. Perhaps I have not learnt the tactic of that yet.

But well, since when am I not being regarded as lousy?

I choose not to bring up the topic cuz somehow no matter what I say, or do, I AM WRONG. It’s ironic, coz I just scolded a person badly as what he does is always wrong. And now, I am in this dilemma.

Oh well, it’s fine la, nothing matters to me now.

I AM A BAD GIRL. I AM A BAD FRIEND. That’s the truth.