To someone special in my heart

When you first held my hand,
It was a strange feeling.

I’m surprised I didn’t pull back.
And I’m more surprised to have let you kissed me.

I don’t know if this is love.
But I know you meant something to me.

There are things you probably didn't know.
That I haven’t opened my heart for the longest time.
That I am afraid to love,
For the fear of losing.

This time round,
我变成了傻女人.

Because when I decided to love you,
I had already known the outcome between us.

Loving you is a dilemma.
I wanted everything of you,
But I don’t want to hurt anyone.

The day when I looked into your eyes,
I knew you couldn’t give me the answer I was waiting for.

I have been thinking about it for the longest time.

About how some things aren't meant to be.
About how some people can never be there.
About how to give up and let go.
About how to forget you.

I did wish at the end of the road it could be you.
But I guess, at the end of the day...
I realise 你的未来没有我.

I’ve decided to let go.
To just move on,
Pretending that nothing has happened.
Pretending that I never love you at all.

Soon, I’ll know how to walk away from you.
To move really far away…

No girls will wish to share their boyfriends.

Since you can't make a decision,
I'll spare you the agony of choosing.

Thank you for being a part of me,
and being there when I needed somebody the most.
To me, you will always hold a special place in me.

你曾经问我，会恨你吗？
不会，因为心里没有你了，怎么恨？

I initially thought I could spend this Christmas with you,

to see you for the last time

before I let go.

But well, I guess, sometimes things just don't turn out the way you wish.

Hope you like the present.

Love her with all your heart.
I wish you all the best and happy always :)


It takes really great courage to forget.

我已经爱上了你，如果再继续，我会伤得更深