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From 3pm yesterday, I stopped talking.

I rejected all calls transfered to my line and all I did was to think about the Graduation Ceremony.

Certificates, transcripts, things needed by studio and hotel, hotel reservation for the singer, food, helpers, scripts, running order, reminders to graduates, seating plan, programme booklet etc.

I just continue working and typing whatever that comes to my mind.

In the end, my tuition was cancelled. You called and said you will dabao dinner for me.

When I reached home at 11pm, all I found was that my dinner was thrown away. And the first thing you said when i opened the door, was nothing but crude and sacarstic words.

My office is not in Ang Mo Kio and you have jolly well known it already. Journey from home to office takes 1 hour. I have been telling you that for a dozen times, but why can't it seem to get into you?

I came back late because I was doing work. It's not that i didn't call to inform. I called to tell you Im working overtime and would be home late.

You bought dinner and I promised to go home to eat. And I didn't touch any food since lunch. But you just safely assume that I came home late and would settle my own dinner. And scolded me for not informing you that I won't be coming home for dinner.

Who the hell tells you that I won't be coming home for dinner? I called and said, Im working late, please save dinner for me.

In the end, you just scolded me for wasting your money and not telling you.

But do you know how tired and hungry I was? I worked whole night, not eating anything at all and before you gave me the chance to say anything, you safely assume everything.

You assume that the office is 1 meter away and I would reach home in 5 mins. I waited for the cab for 15 mins.
You assume that I came home so late and would already have my dinner when I told you to please save dinner for me.
You assume that I have forgotten to tell you I don't want dinner and scolded me for wasting your money.

You just scream at your top of your voice every morning to wake me up, thinking that I was lazing in bed and ignorant of you. But it's just that sometimes I really didn't hear it when I was in deep sleep.

You scolded me always when I buy food home for the family.

You simply just know how to make crude remarks to make me feel terrible.
I have never breathed a single word when you scolded me, and yet you felt i was defiant.

Yes, i don't like it but i swallowed it.

What have I done wrong?

AT LEAST, you see me shagged and hungry look, i would appreciate if you save those ugly words for another day and not shoot me off like I have just went clubbing.
In the end, what is achieved?
You get angry before you sleep and me standing there like an idiot.

I was just trying to complete my last job before leaving. You know that this job demands so much from me and I just want the event to run smoothly. I only have two hands and a brain. You think getting an assistant to help would ease the job? In the end, I have to do everything myself.

Can I just screw it up and go?
Of course.

And I will screw up my name too.

Why can't you be a little more understanding?