MY LOVE!

买了我的最爱来鼓励自己... :)

i love this photo! :)

I'M CRAZY

This is what you do when you get bored of studying.
If only I can use these to go for a Haircut. HAHA

Totally BROKE! :(

EDIT: Blur Blur me, playing with the money. And when the delivery man has arrived to collect the money, I forgotten where the hell I place that stack of notes. In the end, the man stood there for 15 minutes while i frantically search HIGH & LOW for it.

He must think it was a joke man.

Finally...

I FOUND IT IN MY POCKET! -_-

i dunnoe what i did was right or wrong.

Breakfast Makes Me HAPPY! :)

读到有点烦，想出去透透气，决定今天去吃早餐。

一直有Mcdonalds Big Breakfast的craving，可是一直没有机会/时间去享用。

很喜欢吃Mcdonalds Big Breakfast，不知道是不是里面加了什么，每次吃后我就很满足，很开心。以前，爸爸在周末的时候总会载我们一家人到新加坡的不同角落吃早餐，总是让我兴奋地期待着。然后，爸爸就会去教舞蹈，而我和妈妈便会到处逛逛，逍遥快活！

可是，慢慢长大以后，这种习惯也消失了。

上了高中，周末就是到学校Common Test，然后和朋友一起到乌节路混，消磨时间。
Thinking that it's not enough，上了大学，周末都把时间花在补习上，补啊补啊，已经没有时间静静地坐下来欣赏花草树木，慢慢地享用早餐了。

所以今天早上决定给自己小休一会儿，独自到Mcdonalds享用早餐，sitting by the window enjoying the presence of humans, admiring the newly built HDB building in front of me, smelling the nice coffee...

吃饱后，便决定漫步走回家，一丝丝的满足 :)

然后，继续面对书本的事实。

To a friend

致一位对爱情很努力的朋友:

送你一粒爱心气球，
愿你的天空不再有泪水。

爱情有时有很多无可奈何，
需要很多宽容和体谅，
希望你有这份勇气走下去。

请不要放弃，
因为爱来得不容易。:)

Women, think you know us?

Avenue Q - The Musical

“The Internet Is For Porn”, “I’m Not Wearing Underwear Today”, “It Sucks to Be Me”…. These are just some of the hilarious songs that make Avenue Q unlike anything you’ve ever seen before.

Currently one of the hottest shows in the London's West End and on Broadway, Avenue Q is a fabulously furry and fun-filled romp featuring an ensemble of actors and some very adult-minded puppets. It’s ‘Sesame Street’ with a very grown up twist!

Too bad it is gona end on 16 November. :(

One week of 'STUDY BREAK' officially begins. It begins with me rushing to Woodlands Library today, hoping to get a good seat. These people, chop the seat and head for breakfast. Age is catching up, I couldn't reach before 10am as before.

The process is slow. I hope i can just burn the whole stack of TCM notes and gobble it down my throat. After memorising the functions of heart, liver, spleen, kidney and lungs, i was tired. -_-

Read up more for media law. The disgustingly thick stack of notes was HORRIBLE.

Met Lishan for dinner at AJISEN. the crayfish ramen was real yummy! or perhaps i was hungry.

Then walk around the pasar malam in woodlands. Bought a piece of dress for 10 bucks. so cheap. And I broke a hanger while trying to place it over my head. DAMN. We both were trying to act cool and as if nothing has happened. It was damn hilarious. And instead of leaving immediately, i hold on to the broken hanger and that piece of dress and we stood there and I wondered if I should confess and buy the dress.

In the end, we walk off. Sorry uncle! :p I dunnoe my head so big. -_-

Lotsa nice shows lately. We initially wana catch SING TO THE DAWN but considering the fact that Im gona have exams real soon, i shall be a good girl and head home.

Uncle is leaving for China this coming Monday and he will bring Xiao Hei and his family back next Saturday. We helped him with the last minute visa application. All he did was to stand there and complain how lousy the government and the system is.

Sorry Shuli! Cannot attend your bday KTV tml! :(
Sorry Michelle, have to post celebrate ur birthday agn! :(

This space is not gona be updated till the end of my exams. The thought of it just leaves me with no mood -_-

闭门修行至11月24日

Last but not least, something interesting to share!

Women, think you know us?

Element : WOMEN

Symbol : WO+

Atomic mass : Accepted as 53.6 Kg; isotopesmay vary from 40-200 kg.

Occurrence : Copious quantities in all urban areas.

PHYSICAL PROPERTIES

1. Boils at room temperature.

2. Freezes at any temperature.

3. Melts with correct chemical reaction.

4. Bitter, if incorrectly used.

5. Sweet with proper chemical addition.

CHEMICAL PROPERTIES

1. Have great affinity for Gold, Silver and a range of precious stones and absorbs great quantities of expensive substances.

2. May explode spontaneously without prior warning.

3. Insoluble in liquids, but activity greatly increases by that.

4. Most powerful money reducing agent.

TESTS

1. Pure specimen turns rosy pink when happy.

2. Turns green when placed behind a better specimen.

POTENTIAL HAZARD

Illegal to possess more than one, although several can be maintained at different locations as long as specimens do not come in direct contact with each other.

WARNING

PROLONGED EXPOSURE TO THIS ELEMENT CAN CAUSE SEVERE FINANCIAL HEMORRHAGING AND MENTAL DISTRESS.

BE CAUTIOUS!

Dumb piece of shit, isnt it?

EMPTY

As much as I would always deny, im missing someone.

一个守候，便能说明一切

那个时候，女孩和男孩正处在恋爱的季节。每次打电话，两个人总要缠缠绵绵许久。末了，总是女孩在一句极为不舍的“再见”中先收了线，男孩再慢慢感受空气中剩余的温馨，还有那份难舍难分的淡淡情愁……


后来，两人分了手。女孩很快就有了新男友，帅气，豪爽。女孩感到很满足，也很得意。后来，她渐渐感到，他们之间好像缺些什么，这份不安一直让她有种淡淡的失落。是什么呢？她不明白。只是两人通话结束时，女孩总感觉自己的“再见”才说了一半，那边“叭”的一声挂线。每当那时，她总感到刺耳的声音在空气中凝结成冰，划过自己的耳膜。她仿佛感到，新男友像一只断线的风筝，自己那无力的手总也牵不稳那根无望的线。


终于有一天，女孩和他大吵了一架。男友很不耐烦的转身走了。女孩没有哭，似有一种解脱的感觉。


一天， 女孩又想起最初的男孩，心中涌起一份感动：那位听完她“再见“的傻男孩。这种感动让她慢慢拿起电话。男孩的声音依旧质朴，波澜不惊。女孩竟无语凝噎，慌忙中说了“再见”……


这回女孩没有收线，一股莫名的情绪让她静静聆听电话那端的沉寂。


不知过了多久，男孩的声音传了过来，你为什么不挂电话？


女孩的嗓音涩涩的，为什么要我先挂呢？


习惯了。男孩平静的说，我喜欢你先挂电话，这样我才放心。可是后挂线的人总是有些遗憾和失落的。女孩的声音有些颤抖。


所以我宁愿把这份失落留给自己，只要你开心就好。


女孩终于抑制不住哭了，滚烫的泪水浸湿了脑海中有关爱的记忆。她终于明白，没有耐心听完她最后一句话的人，不是她一生的守望者。



原来爱情有时候就这么简单，一个守候，便能说明一切。

Time to sit down and study :)

提名9大金马奖项的《海角七号》带给台湾人的震撼简直无法想象。这部没有大牌导演、大牌明星的小成本电影，是台湾民众的“心灵鸡汤”。让人振奋的地方是，每个角色虽然都卑微地活着，却没有放弃对生活的执著。小人物们在演出中释放了自我，体验了生命的精彩。正如台湾资深影评人王长安撰文所说，《海角七号》里的小人物之所以打动观众，是因为他们“快乐地面对生活，自在地面对歧见，宽厚地面对历史”。

每个人心中都有一封寄不出的情书，不管是寄到天涯，还是...
跨越六十年的七封情书，追寻一辈子的音乐梦想...

“人只能活一回，梦想却有无数个，唯有放手一搏，才能知道机会属不属於自己……。”

这是我放假后第一部最想看的电影。题材其实只是一些寄不出去的情书，但勾起了许多回忆。都市人的爱情已经缺乏了这类浪漫爱情史，唯有利用现代化的科技沟通方式。


今天 Screening 里看到了许多优质作品。

有一个探讨：What will you want to do after graduation?

而出现了我的声音：University is a waste of time…

也有朋友说：I wrote a letter to myself when I was 20 years old, I kept it. I will wait till when I am 30 years old and I open the letter, to remind myself the keep up with the passion.

另一个探讨：What is your childhood dream?

有人说，童年有着许多无邪的梦想。曾经居住在乡村里的大人们仍怀念那自由自在的学习生涯。放学后，与几个甘榜朋友到池边钓鱼，隔天在到学校抄作业。

让我想起了我刚交上去的文学批评文：蔡深江散文《漫步经心》
“每个人心中都有池塘。我们小时侯用来投掷微笑的池塘。后来，荒芜了，那时没每一则神话最美的交代，。。。池塘必须荒芜而且被成长的孩子遗忘”池塘是孩子们童年的地方，承载着童年悲欢记忆，那一度真实地存在过，然后消失无踪，成为回忆中虚幻的片断。可是随着年级的增长，这童年玩耍的地方便荒芜及遗忘了。

如果有一天能回到童年时光，那该多好。。。

咳嗽咳了很多个月，一直没好。周日去FYP Shooting 时，看到了 Louise Hay 的 “You can Heal your Life” then I recalled I had this book too! It is an excellent book for restructuring one’s life, finding self-esteem and self-love.

It all started more than 30 years ago when Louise saw how people let illness and hurtful circumstances control their lives. She vowed to help them see that the root of their pain stemmed from their own negative thoughts. So, she listed down various medical conditions, explained what thoughts correlated with them, and showed us that the way to heal our lives was just a positive thought away.

Louise had a simple message that she wanted to share: “The body, like everything else in life, is a mirror of our inner thoughts and beliefs. Every cell within your body responds to every single thought you think and every word you speak.”

For example:

HEADACHES come from invalidating the self. So the next time you get a headache, stop and ask yourself where and how you have just made yourself wrong. Forgive yourself, let it go and the headache will dissolve back into the nothingness from where it came.

Migraine headaches are created by people who want to be perfect and who create a lot of pressure on themselves. A lot of suppressed anger is involved.

FEVERS, SORED & INFLAMMATIONS are indication of anger expressing in the body. Anger will find its way to express, no matter how much we try to suppress it.

CANCER is caused by deep resentment held for a long time until it literally eats away at your body. Something happens in childhood that destroys the sense of trust. People with cancer are very self critical. Learn to love and accept yourself.

OVERWEIGHT represents a need for protection. We seek protection from hurts, slights, criticism, abuse, sexuality, from a fear of life in general. Tell yourself, I am not a heavy person. Love yourself and when the treat is gone, the excess weight goes away too.

So Miss Ow, love yourself :)

To Fungie,
i understand how you feel. Here's a BIG HUG for you... :)

Breathless Me

Went to watch The Coffin on Friday with Nick Sir. Yes i know, you guys wana say why spend $8 scaring yourself right? But i just love it la! haha

Inspired by a true Thai ritual of lying in coffins to get rid of bad luck and prolong life, THE COFFIN is a supernatural thriller about a young man and a young woman who decide to go through the ritual in Thailand.

Chris (Ananda Everingham - he is handsome! HAHA), a claustrophobic architect does it in the hope of saving his fiance who is dying of terminal cancer. Sue (Karen Mok), a nutritionist visiting Thailand from Hong Kong does it to save her own life after being diagnosed with a lethal brain tumor - one week before her wedding.

After the ritual, Chris and Sue experience what appear to be miracles in their respective lives. But soon, they find themselves confronted by a series of bizarre and terrifying incidents.

Though lying in the coffin to ward off bad luck has been commonly performed in thailand, but the concept of bringing it to movie theatre and coming up with a horror flick is rather a bright idea!

Too bad, it's just some standard horror fare, the scare is so tiny and mild la!

But well, there were genuine moments when you will feel claustrophobic with the cameras being up close to the actors and the things that happen to them in the coffins. This should have been further explored where the audience could constantly be kept in fear with little room to breathe, which should be the case for a horror movie.

In crafting the story around the characters and their respective loved ones, the movie attempts to make this horror flick a tearjerker at the end. This further confuses the direction the movie is going and the end result is a generally bland effort.

But some scenes sure look gorgeous! There's the symmetry of hundreds of coffins, arranged in concentric circles around a giant sitting Buddha, as well as a long closet, full of mirrors, all reflecting terror. Even the creepy old remote Buddhist temple has an idyllic charm.

Can you really change your luck? Escape bad karma? Or even cheat death?

I don't think so...

official webby: http://www.thecoffin-movie.com/en/

Next, dinner was at Sakae Sushi!

Haven't been there for a long time. Remembered the last time i went to CP Sakae was during Jie Ying's birthday when a few of us tried to piece jigsaw for her birthday! hehe. and i just love this mango prawn sushi lah! i will definitely order it when im in sakae!

***

Spend my whole Saturday doing a tiny bit of studying and finishing my chinese lit essay. was late when i went to woodlands library and i couldnt find a seat, so in the end i just went home lor. i thought o levels have more or less ended and it wont be so crowded, damn, i forgot there are uni students! haha

***

Sunday was spent doing the 1st interview shoot for FYP. we carried hell lots of stuffs, spot lights, camera, tripod, sound etc etc.

the shooting was held in lock road, a very nice place to chill out.

getting ready for the interview.


Cool isnt it?

so what exactly are they doing? they are actually doing reiki on the person on bed. what's reiki? it's energy healing. when u are trained, your hands generate energy which is believed to help heal a patient. doesn't it just looks like some old kongfu shows where the master pass power to the injured? haha, it's something like that!

dont believe it? next time when u are having headache or wadever pains, come to me, let mi heal u :)

got daddy to pick us up after our shoot at 9pm. if not for the super heavy spotlights, i wont have called him to come. it was a total mistake. he drove the girls back to hall. it was 930pm, so i thought great, i can rush home to complete my chinese lit essay due today.

THEN,

he told me that he sends his CPU for servicing and needs to go and pick it up. I told him i got to rush a report, so is it possible to pick it up another day? and he assures me and say: "very fast one, just pick and go!"

so the PICK N GO lasted for 1 hour. we went to his friend's hse in jurong west, they had two sibei HUGE dogs which scared mi off totally. and the family hired a maid, to take care of the dogs! they are filthy rich can!

oh thats beside the point.

we went to the house and nobody was at home. then i realise my dad didnt call the person to tell him that we are cuming, so it was sort of a surprise visit! -_-

so we waited 20 mins outside the door!

then when we went in, i sat in the sofa and waited for 30 mins, wondering why it takes so long. so i went in to take a look, my dad and the serviceman was sharing with each other which website is good for watching online shows! and the person was showing my dad the websites and my dad was showing him another website!

(*&^%^##%^#%^%#^#%&&

then my dad said:"soon soon, he havent finish transfering my stuff back to my cpu" and wth, his files are super big can!

so waited and waited. thank goodness i have finished writing most of the essay man and it's gona be handed in yesterday, i would have just walked off.

so in the end, i reached home at 11pm.

well, a leopard never change its spots la. time and again, he always does the wrong thing at the wrong time.

one chinese eve, he brought us to j8 and we sitted in one of the computer repair shop for 3 hours to get his computer fixed. and the serviceman kept telling my dad to come back after cny but he insisted on waiting and doing it on that day.

a few years later, on cny day 1, he drove all of us back home and ask my cousin to check on his bloody computer. or rather bring him to see why he cant burn dvds.

a few years more, on cny day 2, he felt his air con wasnt working strong enough so we drove us to a car factory. with us in high heels, make up and beautifully dressed, we sat in the car factory for 4 hours.

and EVERYTIME when he volunteered to send me home from school, he would drive to all construction sites around jurong to pay a visit or to pass some documents to the in charge, which he assures me 5 mins, when i sat in the car for 45 mins. so in the end, the car journey took longer than the mrt ride. -_-

it's always like that. not that im being picky or fussy or wads not. but dun assure me it's gona take a short time when obviously it doesnt. and dont do it at the wrong time la!

and i seriously donnoe what he did with his computer man. whenever he logs on to the internet, his whole stupid screen is filled with virus threats found window. -_-"

that just concludes one thing:

男人的话是不可以相信的。

today i will hand in my chinese lit essay,

tml i will go school early to do the sound editing and hand in my docu essay. afternoon theres gona be a big screening.

and that concludes the end of the everything, like finally!

friday will be the last lecture of my core module.

then i will have only one pathetic week to study for everything.

17 nov being the start of exams, and it's already the core module
18 nov: tcm module

and blah blah blah, it continues all the way till 24 nov.

the important papers will be 17 and 18 nov.

they seriously thinks that cs students are zai, cuz we can study everyting within a short period of time! and well, some have spoil the bell curve becuz they are real zai

and 15 nov is a SUPER IMPORTANT day! cuz:
1. i will be doing MC work for Renena Childcare Graduation Concert.
2. XIAOHEI IS COMING! OMG!

he is coming, he is coming, he is really coming!
uncle wants mi to help them apply visitor's pass but i aint have time.

i cant wait for everything to be over.

Lishan, want to watch play? let's catch this one!

If all the world is a stage, what scene would you offer as the LAST ENCORE?

Trapped in a limbo between existences, seven deceased Singaporeans are reading their own obituaries. A postman, a teacher, a grassroots leader, a businesswoman, an actress, a taxi-driver, and his wife, seven elderly stranger with little in common in life; now find themselves together as they face the greatest adventure of their lives - Death.

Before this wait is over, they must each revisit, relive,re-enact, the most significant moment in their life. Only then they can move on. At turns funny and profoundly-moving, FIRST LIGHT is a thought-provoking play that invites you to step beyond the veil to discover how sometimes, it is only after death that you really begin to live.

Click on the title First Light for navigations.


bitterstickgirl drew something lately which best represent how i felt now. well, take it as a consolation i gave myself, so here it is:

Hang in there :)

Thankyou for the wonderful night you had given me. :)
























































































































































































































































































不要再对我那么好。
如果有一天你离开了我，我会很难过。。。